Inside the Rebellion of Saints

this is for all the kids who glow in the dark. I'm the narrator and this is just the prologue.

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because this picture makes me happier than any human being will ever do in a lifetime…I am posting it. 
ya’ll all will have to deal.
Because rain or shine, adult or adolescent - pathetic as it may seem - i have been and always will be a fangirl. 

because this picture makes me happier than any human being will ever do in a lifetime…I am posting it. 

ya’ll all will have to deal.

Because rain or shine, adult or adolescent - pathetic as it may seem - i have been and always will be a fangirl. 

(via fuckyeahgeorgeryanross)

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When he says
He doesn’t love you anymore,
Roll your shoulders back
And look him in the eye
Even when it feels like your ribs
Are breaking inward, like spider legs.
When he digs up old aches
That he swore he forgave you for,
Smile
And ask him why he didn’t leave you sooner.
Ignore the way the words feel like sandpaper
Running all the way up your throat to your mouth.
When he blames you
For mistakes that wear his face,
Do not scream.
Do not cry.
Tell him that there are boys
Who would be proud to say they’d loved you.
Tell him that in two years
You won’t even remember his name
And don’t let him see the way you can taste your own lie.
When he leaves
Ignore the howling in your blood
And do not get up after him.
Not even to lock the door.
Do not, do not
Do not.
Smell his shirts when you box them up
To give them back.
Not one.
Swear off dating when you realize
You’re chasing ghosts that wear his smile.
It’s okay to cry over him.
It’s even okay to forgive him.
But do not go back to him.
If he did not know how to love you the first time,
He won’t know how to do it the next.
How To Pretend It Doesn’t Hurt, by Ashe Vernon\

(Source: latenightcornerstore, via fearlesskindalove)

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When I look at the friends I’ve made in the past nine months I can’t help but feel honored & blessed. I feel like I’ve got a fresh start on life and I’m ready to tackle my junior year. My schedule & heart have never been so full! When I look at the months ahead I’m not intimidated any more. Sometimes God doesn’t need to swoop down and change it all, in fact some times His power is more evident in the way He can gently calm a storm. It may just be for a moment or so, but tonight all seems right with the world.

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So after almost 21 years I’ve come to this conclusion:

I’m gonna just live my life and let God take care of the details.

Sounds very cliche, but for real.

I don’t think I’ve ever REALLY let myself go entirely. When I try to micromanage everything in my life I usually ruin it and make things far more complicated than they need to be. Frankly I’m tired and ready to be free of the drama my life has been in the past. The endless extreme highs and lows. Life doesn’t need to be this way. So it finally donned on me…well maybe I really should do what I’ve been claiming to do all along: give it to GOD!

So I’m just gonna live. I’m gonna do my best as the woman I am and the woman I want to be. If I’m caught up in Him and all that He has in store for me I can only expect the best things right?

I’m not gonna push anything, look for anything, I’m just gonna pull a Beatles and LET IT BE!

If God wants to place a man in my life, by all means, but I’m just gonna be chillin’ here. If God decides to surprise me and send me to a convent (and boy oh boy would that be a surprise), I’ll be sitting here doing my thang. 

Right now I can only be satisfied and happy with what I have. It doesn’t make sense to ask for any more or wish I had something I don’t. It makes my life an unhappy one and I don’t wanna be unhappy any longer.

So um yeah. 

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My grandfather passed away over ten years ago now but I still very much feel his presence. My grandmother passed this spring & it’s still very very unreal to me. However my mom was using a cook book we inherited from her and found tucked in it a little note from my grandfather: “I love you very very much…try to keep upbeat and try to concentrate on our future and more happy times…” even though he missed much of my life he still inspires me every day.

My grandfather passed away over ten years ago now but I still very much feel his presence. My grandmother passed this spring & it’s still very very unreal to me. However my mom was using a cook book we inherited from her and found tucked in it a little note from my grandfather: “I love you very very much…try to keep upbeat and try to concentrate on our future and more happy times…” even though he missed much of my life he still inspires me every day.

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